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This song is by Tura Satana and appears on the album All Is Not Well (1998).

I'm stuck inside my mind
It's ugly what I find
You think that I'm so kind
This face has got you blind
The little girl will hide so pretty on the outside
Gonna burn and bleed
This hate is killing me

I stay awake till three
I'm drownin' in my sleep
I know the flesh is weak
I pray my soul to keep
I suffocated with grief
This monster will not leave
My nightmare's just begun
I hate what I've become

('Cause you made me to break me)

I'm daddy's little girl
My mommy's next to me
I'd rather kill myself, than go to therapy
Why won't I shut my mouth?
'Cause you've got eyes like me
Why don't you shoot yourself?
So someone dies for me mommy!

('Cause you made me to hate me)

I try to fight but there's no use guess I was built for your abuse bodies bruised
Hands are cold vicious thoughts I can't control
Shed the demons of the past slit my wrists so they ask... what is real? What is fake? Pray to god I don't break

(Father forgive me, for I have sinned it's been 2 weeks since my last confession)

Don't tell me what I've broken you ain't seen nothin' yet
The glass just left me swollen
It's you I'm gonna get
Are you afraid of me? I think you should be
I'd rather kill myself than let you make me bleed
I live in misery and sit there quietly
Why don't you stab yourself so someone dies for me? Mommy

No I'm not happy now
You're still here next to me
I'd rather swallow shit than you infecting me
I vomit constantly while you apologize
Why don't you kill yourself so someone fuckin' dies! Mommy

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