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Touching just across the surface,
Suddenly I became disgusted with everything,
it seems I'm writhing, to force out this darkness lurking within me.

I've searched desperately
for the lies in truth, for the truth in lies but...

Even if the place I'm at now is different than the one I searched for
it's not a mistake, surely there's more than one answer.
With my twelve colored heart,
I'm going to paint more of my favorite scenery again,
on the dirty self portrait that I've touched up over and over again.

I've sacrificed many things, and involved others
while I ran in a haze of joy, I blamed it on the times.
Even as we're saying "Isn't there something better?"
All we do is throw out groundless theories.

And then I knew that I couldn't change anything
just getting by with the tiniest effort.

Even if the place I'm at now is different than the one I wanted to be,
there's nothing wrong with that, surely there's more than one answer
Even if when you say "I love you" you don't really mean it,
because I can't help but feel happy, for me that too is truth.

Intersection, traffic signal, the smell of exhaust
a car's horn, the grafitti on the wall, the torn poster

Even if the place I'm at now is different than the one I searched for
it's not a mistake, there's always more than one answer.
With my twelve colored heart,
I'm going to paint more of my favorite scenery again,
on the dirty self portrait that I've touched up over and over again.
Paint more again.

All of that is truth.