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​Twenty-One

This song is by Heart Heart Julia.

It wasn't always like this.
I hope you know that.
In a way, I feel like I was misleading
'Cause before we moved in together,
You only saw me at work
And that if a different me.
Does that make any sense?
You know how you said that sometimes you put on a facade at work?
I guess maybe I do the same thing.
And I'm just wondering,
Which side of me is the side that makes you feel the way you do?
I hope it's not the miserable, self-loathing part of me.
Although lately, I don't feel like there is much else to me.
I am ashamed that you're even exposed to this.
The part of him that I hated,
That's what I feel I have become.
And I feel like when I left him, he kept the old me...
Everything that was good and happy.
I don't know how to get that back,
But I'm trying to figure it out.
I just hope that you don't regret what happened between us.
I think that people come into your life for a reason,
Maybe not the reason you thought,
But everything has its purpose.
Even though I'm not able to give you what you want,
Even though you're hurting and I'm hurting
And we have this distance between us,
I'm still glad it happened.
You showed me that it was possible for someone to generally care about... me,
Despite all my flaws.
It may even seem...
It may even seem small,
But it means more to me than you will ever know.
Just to forget for a minute, a second...
I told you before that I love you as much as much as it is possible for me to do so.
I hope you believe me.
I will never forget our time together,
No matter where we both end up.