I'm wasting my time again, doing stuff I really hate. there goes my life again. I'm slipping into my unhappy state. I want to be better than anything I've been before, and I only want to do stuff that I really want to do. looking at myself clearly I can see what I want to be, but my mind is always wandering off to get drowned occasionally. you think that I have learned but you're wrong, it's getting harder, because the situation is getting worse and I'm not getting any smarter. where is that rome you promised that I could climb? I paid my admission and now you won't let me ride. I'm sick of being disappointed and I'm so sick of being bored. I extended my love to you, instead you used your extension cord.