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I Think I'm Going Insane

This song is by brokeNCYDE and appears on the mixtape THA $C3N3 MiXTaPe (2008).

Fuck,
Ah,

Oh I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm addicted to being hurt
It may seem bezerk
But none of these stress relievers work

Popping pill after pill
Trying to get my head straight
Trying to overpower the pain until the next day
But it ain't happening
I'm an addict that's half asleep

While the other half of me is trapped in a series of bad dreams
My current position was trippin' on shrooms and acid caps,
Until my ass collapsed and suicide was the aftermath

I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe

So please take away the pain that hurts me
I don't wanna be alone and thirsty

So many drugs to push the pain I have entrapped in me
'Cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy

So please take away the pain that fills me
I don't wanna be the one that kills me

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DYING
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING

Cause these pills are takin' over my brain
Side effect's causes pain
I think I'm going Insane (INSANE)

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING

Cause these pills are taking over my brain
Side effect's causes pain
I think I'm going Insane (INSANE)
(End of Chorus)

I guess I'm Insane indeed
Cause no matter what the fuck I do, you never seem happy
Adapting,
To stronger drugs,
Larger quantities
Killing my self constantly
My eyes start to bleed

The feeling of being alive just,
Isn't enough
Serenches I stuff with heroine,
I'm feeling the rush

Inside of my vains, and my brain's fried from feelling too much
With drugs, I'm willing to crush my chances of being in love

Mabye because you made me that way
Turn me into a monster
I would have never became
Creating thoughts of dying
Eventually severed my brain
Irritated my vains
Intoxicated my system

It went on for days
I had prayed for some wisdom
I wanted your fuckin' opinion
So I'm making you listen
Listen to all the pain I've been feeling recently
Killed myself
And only now do you realize that you miss me

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