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​Goodbye

This song is by Bionic Jive and appears on the album Armageddon Through Your Speaker (2001).

I sit I'm my room, claustrophobic, as I watch the walls breath succumbing to self pity
And these voices wont leave
I got a revolver in my hand with six chambers and they all full
Every bullet contradicts the contemplation of suicide
I wanna die
So I sit and clinch my Bible until my palms sweat and blister, 'cause I hate my sister
First I'm gonna light a candle in the form of a seance
See the light on the wall reflect all this childhood neglect
I cock the hammer, I let the steel touch my tongue and taste the metal for the first time
I see the faces of my loved ones
Fuck a note, 'cause when I do it, I want it to be a mystery
And let them feel the same pain that I felt, this is the remedy

Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way; suicide

I get on my knees and I say a prayer, I tell God that I can't handle all this pressure
I wanna kick it up there
Why should I wanna live when my mother used to molest me in front of my stepfather?
She beat me and he undressed me, see
He took my manhood before I became a man, so now I sit at 16 with this gun in my hand
Death is the only way out, the murder of myself will show 'em all that the there's a way out
I cry for my soul
Depression has taken a toll on my every existence, now when I think of humiliation I can't breathe
(It's time to leave)
'Cause I'm gonna show what you did for tormenting me as a kid
You raised me, now look what I did

Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way; suicide

(I'm feeling alone in here, it's so cold in here)
(I'm feeling alone in here)
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I wanna breathe again, I wanna breathe again
I wanna breathe, breathe again
I don't wanna have to say

Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way; suicide

My soul is slipping away, I don't wanna leave, no, not in this way