(When this began) I had nothing to say And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own And the fault is my own
I want to heal, I want to feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I've held so long (Erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I want to heal, I want to feel Like I'm close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say I cant believe I didn't fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find that it's Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity 'Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain, hollow and alone And the fault is my own And the fault is my own
I want to heal, I want to feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I've held so long (Erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I want to heal, I want to feel Like I'm close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong
I will never know Myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel Anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be Anything 'til I break away from me And I will break away I'll find myself today
I want to heal, I want to feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I've held so long (Erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I want to heal, I want to feel Like I'm close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong
I want to heal, I want to feel like I'm somewhere I belong I want to heal, I want to feel like I'm somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong
Originally, this started out as a sample of Chester playing acoustic guitar. Mike took the sample, replayed it, effected it, flipped it backwards, and cut it up into four pieces, creating the main sample of the song. By the time it was finished, almost a year later, the band had rewritten most of the music around the sample. On another note, Mike and Chester wrote over 30 finished choruses for this song, each time scrapping the last one in search of something better. They ended up recording the final version one week after the rest of the album was finished, in the studio where they were mixing.