I've never felt so alive
I never had to run and hide
The things I want, I cannot have
The things I need, are all so bad

What'd you say?
I could'a been - I could'a been
I could'a been - I am
I could'a been - I could'a been
I could'a been - I am
You could'a been - You could'a been
You could'a been - You are
You could'a been - You could'a been
You could'a been - You are

My best excuse is that I'm drained,
From everything that keeps me sane
My sickness keeps me in control,
From everything you'll never know

What'd you say?
I could'a been - I could'a been
I could'a been - I am
I could'a been - I could'a been
I could'a been - I am
You could'a been - You could'a been
You could'a been - You are
You could'a been - You could'a been
You could'a been - You are

Does it make you happy?
Does it make you mad?
Why am I still laughing?
Look at what you had!

Does it make you feel good?
Does it make you sick?
Made you knew that I would,
Be the one to trip

I could'a been - I could'a been
I could'a been - I am
I could'a been - I could'a been
I could'a been - I am
You could'a been - You could'a been
You could'a been - You are
You could'a been - You could'a been
You could'a been - You are...
No Control... No Control... No Control